To be or not to be…

I can’t wait to be completely independent. Yeah its a little intimidating, but mostly exciting, and completely necessary.

I was afraid to join back up with Sheamus to start our relationship up again a few months ago because I knew I needed to be alone, but I couldn’t say no to the happiness and love he brings me.

However, that need is still there. I cannot develop into the adult individual I have the potential to be without my own strong voice. I need independence to find that. I need to find other things to spend my time, thoughts, and energy on than a person. I can begin to identify myself with hobbies and interests, and surround myself with an array of new faces that bring different perspectives and knowledge.

You can only learn so much from one person. Unless you plan on marrying them, there’s a point when you should go your seperate ways. 

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