To be attached to someone is an interesting phenomena. I wonder if I wasnt attached if I would feel as bored without you. Maybe I am bored with you sometimes, but maybe thats just the boredom I’m comfortable with.
The past two days Sheamus has been very busy and school hasnt started yet for me. I’ve been so lonely and bored. I hung out with a few friends but keep going back to checking the time to see when he is free.
I wonder if he thinks I’m as silly as I do. Being attached is weird. Man, I’m up for a hard time in a few months.
Should I start practicing and detaching now or is that just too sad? How do you love and invest in some thing you know is going to end.
Simple, if you’re smart, you don’t.